after beating the horrible traffic yesterday fm pj/subang to kl..... had a nice and cosy dinner with dad and kt in manhattan fish market in sogo.... talk about life, cashflow and all.....
lemme write this down.... realised this question is up in my head for a long long long time now... dad or mum go 1st?!?...... not to be 'cruel' or anything like that to have that kinda question/thought... but, i guess it's necessary for future 'planning'..... spoken to et and kt about this.... think they also have the same thought...
dad is a very socialise person... same goes to mum... but, mum is way more independent than dad..... lately, not sure because of old age or wat, dad do depend a lot on mum to help him to do most of his things... at times, she's kinda irritated with that.... and i believe there's a limit to everything... oldies owhh oldies...
ok.. back to the topic... that's wat exactly bie and myself 'fought/argued/debated' about yesterday nite over the phone... she on one hand telling me that i should take things slowly and steadily and only up to my capabilities... me on the other hand, i know i need to do more than that...
would say april 2005 is one of the 'stressfullest' months for me... family problems, finance, work, biz, relationship, etc... i broke down couple of times this month, just so lost at times... and initially i tot april 2005 will be an exciting/interesting/fun filled month for me!...
am just thinking am i pushing myself to the max limit at times on certain things..... i think i do at times... over the max limit to be exact..... but wat the heck can i do when all those unnecessary stuffs came at one go and it is still coming?!?... not that i want that.. not that i can control that.... not that i can navigate that..... it's all happening at the same time!!!...
guess... i just got to take things positively.....
just wanna get over every single thing soonest possible... save up some money and go on a major break...
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